Your Experience of Me

Today’s Reading: Genesis 21:22-26; Psalm 32; Matthew 18:15-20

At that time Abimelek and Phicol the commander of his forces said to Abraham, “God is with you in everything you do. Now swear to me here before God that you will not deal falsely with me or my children or my descendants. Show to me and the country where you now reside as a foreigner the same kindness I have shown to you.”
Abraham said, “I swear it.”
— Genesis 21:22-24

Over the years, I have consistently jumped over this next passage of scripture but I think there is significance to be found in these verses. To start with some context, let’s look back at Genesis 20 to remind ourselves that King Abimelek initially opened his arms wide to accept Abraham and his family to the region of Gerar. But the king’s experience of Abraham was anything but positive, because Abraham was less than honest about who Sarah was.

OUR BEHAVIOR IMPACTS OUR REPUTATION WHICH INFLUENCES OUR WITNESS.

Because of Abraham’s deception, a curse of infertility was placed on the king and his household. In response to the curse, King Abimelek appealed to God based on his ignorance and the innocent intentions of his actions. The king heard from God, experiencing both mercy and clear guidance.

Then God said to him in the dream, “Yes, I know you did this with a clear conscience, and so I have kept you from sinning against me. That is why I did not let you touch her. Now return the man’s wife, for he is a prophet, and he will pray for you and you will live. But if you do not return her, you may be sure that you and all who belong to you will die.” — Genesis 20:6-7

The king returned Sarah to Abraham, along with a generous gift and the offer to live wherever he wanted in the land of Gerar. Fast forward to Genesis 21 and we find the same king approaching Abraham with the offer of a treaty. He had seen the evidence of God’s favor on Abraham — that God had been with Abraham in everything he did. He recognized God’s generosity and remembered His power. Then he asked Abraham not to deal falsely with him or his descendants.

Because of his previous deception, King Abimelek was having a hard time trusting Abraham. Abimelek’s experience of the prophet of God was that he could not be trusted, thus the need for a covenant agreement.

WHAT IS YOUR EXPERIENCE OF ME? HAVE I BEEN FOUND TO BE TRUSTWORTHY? DOES MY BEHAVIOR REFLECT THE INTEGRITY OF GOD?

What reason do I give other people not to trust me? How do those around me experience my character, and how does that reflect the character of God? Am I known for leaving information out or being less than honest with others? If so, how does their experience of me affect their experience of God?

Immediately, Abraham brought up an issue regarding a well he and his servants had dug. He complained that Abimelek’s servants had seized the well. The king’s response — Why am I just now hearing about this? How can I correct a situation if you have not taken the time to draw it to my attention until now?

Again I feel the nudge of the Spirit regarding others’ experience of the way I have handled conflict. How often have I allowed myself to get upset before even going to the other person to discuss a problem or issue? How often have I complained to others before giving them the opportunity to make things right or to clear up a misunderstanding on my part?

AN IMPORTANT PART OF OUR TESTIMONY OF GOD’S TRANSFORMING POWER IS EVIDENCED IN HOW WE HANDLE CONFLICT, AND IN HOW QUICKLY WE ASK FOR FORGIVENESS.

Father God, forgive me for the moments when I am less than honest or transparent with others. Mold me into the authentic child of God you are calling me to be. Remind me of the appropriate steps to take when I have a concern with someone else (Matthew 18:15-20). May your character be reflected in my actions, and may others experience you in a positive way because of their experience of me. Amen.

Blessed is the one whose transgressions are forgiven,
whose sins are covered.
Blessed is the one whose sin the Lord does not count against them
and in whose spirit is no deceit.
When I kept silent, my bones wasted away
through my groaning all day long.
For day and night your hand was heavy on me;
my strength was sapped as in the heat of summer.
Then I acknowledged my sin to you and did not cover up my iniquity.
I said, “I will confess my transgressions to the Lord.”
And you forgave the guilt of my sin.
— Psalm 32:1-5

The God Who Provides

Today’s Reading: Genesis 21:1-21, Psalm 147

The Lord kept his word and did for Sarah exactly what he had promised. She became pregnant, and she gave birth to a son for Abraham in his old age. This happened at just the time God had said it would. – Genesis 21:1-2

What a great reminder to start off our time in God’s word! God will do exactly as He promises at the exact time He said He would do it. He is faithful and He can be trusted. He is omnipotent and nothing is too difficult for Him. He is the God who does the impossible, providing for us over and over again.

And Sarah declared, “God has brought me laughter. All who hear about this will laugh with me. Who would have said to Abraham that Sarah would nurse a baby? Yet I have given Abraham a son in his old age!” – Genesis 21:6-7

God also provided for Hagar in today’s passage. As the boys grew older, Abraham threw a huge feast to celebrate Sarah’s son, Isaac. But Ishmael foolishly made fun of Isaac and, in response, Sarah demanded Hagar and her son be sent away.

This upset Abraham very much because Ishmael was his son. – Genesis 21:11

WE DO NOT NEED TO PROTECT WHAT GOD GAVE US FROM THE GOD WHO GAVE IT TO US.

This passage usually brings me to a place of pity and compassion for Hagar, but this morning I wonder just how difficult this must have been for Abraham. After all, he loved Ishmael. He knew God’s promise would be fulfilled through Isaac, but he probably envisioned Ishmael to be a part of his life as well. Abraham was caught in a feud between two family members, and he did what he knew to do — he took his concerns and his heartbreak to the Lord.

But God told Abraham, “Do not be upset over the boy and your servant. Do whatever Sarah tells you, for Isaac is the son through whom your descendants will be counted. But I will also make a nation of the descendants of Hagar’s son because he is your son, too.” – Genesis 21:12-13

Once again, we see Abraham responding in obedience to God, but we also see the heart of a father who wants to supply the needs of his son. Abraham got up early the next morning to prepare some food and water for Hagar and Ishmael. Then he did what Sarah had asked and what God had instructed him to do — he sent them away.

WE DO NOT NEED TO PROTECT WHAT GOD GAVE US FROM THE GOD WHO GAVE IT TO US.

Hagar wandered aimlessly in the wilderness, soon running out of the food and water Abraham had given them. She laid her son under the shade of a bush and then walked away, unable to watch him die.

He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. — Psalm 147:3

Oh the love of a God who sees us when we are hurting, and comforts us when we grieve. It is often in the moments of our deepest pain or fear that God makes His presence known and opens our eyes to His provision. It is often when we have run out of our own resources and can no longer find a solution to our problem that the Lord comes through for us.

“Hagar, what’s wrong? Do not be afraid! God has heard the boy crying as he lies there. Go to him and comfort him, for I will make a great nation from his descendants.” Then God opened Hagar’s eyes, and she saw a well full of water. She quickly filled her container and gave the boy a drink. And God was with the boy as he grew up in the wilderness. – Genesis 21:17b-20a

Oh Lord, open my eyes to your provision! See me in the wilderness and make your presence known to me, and I will drink from the well you have mercifully placed in my path. I will be filled with the gift of your nourishment and sustenance, praising you for the bread of today and trusting you for tomorrow.

WE DO NOT NEED TO PROTECT WHAT GOD GAVE US FROM THE GOD WHO GAVE IT TO US.

God reminds me of this truth often when it comes to my family. In fact, today’s passage of scripture is a great reminder of how God fulfilled a promise to me 27 years ago and continues to faithfully provide and protect. In 1996, after three miscarriages and a hopeless diagnosis from a doctor, I received a promise from God that I would have a baby in about a year. Just as He promised, Elizabeth Kathryn was born 12 months later. My faith grew tremendously as I experienced firsthand the fulfillment of a specific promise from God.

As part of that promise, God revealed that my child would have a heart for Him. Libby has a very special relationship with God and He is preparing her for the ministry to which He is calling her. As He prepares her, I must let go and trust Him. I must remind myself that she is His and I do not need to protect her from His perfect plan for her life. So every time she gets another stamp in her passport, I thank God for the opportunities He is giving her and for his faithful protection over her.

WE DO NOT NEED TO PROTECT WHAT GOD GAVE US FROM THE GOD WHO GAVE IT TO US.

There is joy in watching God’s plan for our children roll out but it takes courage to daily place them in God’s hands. No matter how excited we are about what God has for our children, no matter how long we have planned for each next step, no matter how much we have prepared for this moment – there is nothing easy about letting go and trusting God with what comes next. As parents we must daily place these precious gifts from God back into the hands of the God who provides.

He counts the stars and calls them all by name. How great is our Lord! His power is absolute! His understanding is beyond comprehension…The Lord’s delight is in those who fear him, those who put their hope in his unfailing love. – Psalm 147:4-5,11

Expecting the Worst

Today’s Reading: Genesis 20, Psalm 15 & 43

Who may worship you in your sanctuary, Lord?
Who may enter your presence on your holy hill?
Those who lead blameless lives and do what is right,
speaking the truth from sincere hearts.
Those who refuse to gossip or harm their neighbors
or speak evil of their friends.
Those who despise flagrant sinners,
and honor the faithful followers of the Lord,
and keep their promises even when it hurts.
Those who lend money without charging interest,
and who cannot be bribed to lie about the innocent.
Such people will stand firm forever.
– Psalm 15:1-5

In this next chapter of Genesis, we find Abraham repeating a mistake he made in chapter 12 when he and Sarah entered Egypt. Instead of introducing Sarah as his wife, he introduced her as his sister — again. He did this out of fear for his own life. His lack of trust that God would protect them in this new home of Gerar caused him to put his beautiful wife in danger in order to spare himself — again.

Because of the reputation of King Abimelek and the people of Gerar, Abraham expected the worst when he arrived in their country as a foreigner. He assumed that the king would find Sarah so beautiful that he would be willing to kill Abraham in order to have her for himself. Abraham expected King Abimelek to sin against him, but his response in fact caused him to sin against the king. He deceived the king with a half-truth instead of choosing integrity in the midst of a risky situation.

WHEN WE EXPECT THE WORST FROM UNBELIEVERS, WE SIN AGAINST THEM BEFORE THEY SIN AGAINST US. PERHAPS THIS IS WHY THE WORLD SEES THE CHURCH AS UNLOVING AND JUDGMENTAL.

Who suffered when Abraham chose to be less than honest? First of all, Sarah did. The king found Sarah to be beautiful, just like Abraham predicted. Because he was led to believe she was available, the king brought Sarah to his palace. Imagine how Sarah felt as she was most likely placed in the king’s haram to prepare her for her first encounter with the king. She needed Abraham to be her protector and instead he was the one placing her in harm’s way.

Abraham’s sin of dishonesty also placed King Abimelek and his whole kingdom in a dangerous situation. He set them up to sin. Scripture says they were terrified when they realized that Sarah was a married woman; they were also plagued with infertility. The king’s response to Abraham says it all:

“What crime have I committed that deserves treatment like this, making me and my kingdom guilty of this great sin? No one should ever do what you have done. Whatever possessed you to do such a thing?” – Genesis 20:9b-10

How often do we expect the worst from others? In what ways are we setting others up to fail when we continually assume they will make bad decisions? How often have other people needed to point out our judgmental attitudes or the inconsistencies in our faith? Abraham could have been a powerful witness of what it looks like to be a follower of Jehovah, but was instead seen as selfish and cruel. Where was Abraham’s faith?

NOT ONLY WAS ABRAHAM EXPECTING THE WORST FROM UNBELIEVERS, HE WAS EXPECTING THE LEAST FROM HIS HOLY GOD. INSTEAD OF TRUSTING GOD, ABRAHAM MANIPULATED HIS CIRCUMSTANCES.

God had promised protection to Abraham and had clearly painted a picture of the blessings he planned to bestow on him — descendants as numerous as the stars in the sky and the sand on the beach. Instead of trusting in the God who loves to give good gifts to His children, Abraham tried to orchestrate his circumstances in order to provide his own protection. Instead of asking God for wisdom and discernment, Abraham chose deception and manipulation.

Lord, teach us how to trust in you in all situations. Help us to be a light to those around us as we extend both grace and truth to them. May our actions be a powerful witness to what you are capable of instead of being an indicator of our greatest fears. May we place our faith solely in you today. Thank you for being a generous God who watches over us and forgives us. Give us eyes to see others as you see them today. Lord, strengthen our faith so that we choose hope in you over fear of the world. Amen.

Send out your light and your truth;
let them guide me.
Let them lead me to your holy mountain,
to the place where you live.
There I will go to the altar of God,
to God—the source of all my joy.
I will praise you with my harp,
O God, my God!
Why am I discouraged?
Why is my heart so sad?
I will put my hope in God!
I will praise him again—
my Savior and my God!
– Psalm 43:3-5

Lot’s Choice

Today’s Reading: Genesis 18:16 – 19:38, 2 Peter 2:17-22, Psalm 101

In the Bible, when someone had a decision to make, they would often “cast lots” to determine the will of God. They would do this by throwing sticks or stones with markings on them. In essence, they would use a game of chance similar to flipping a coin or rolling the dice to determine which direction they should go or what should happen next. This is referred to 77 times in the Bible. Thankfully we have the Holy Spirit now to direct us when we have a choice to make.

Consistent with his name, Lot (Abraham’s nephew) had a series of decisions to make. Let’s review some of what we have already learned about Lot. God had blessed both Abraham and Lot with a large possession of sheep and goats, herds of cattle, and tents. Things were getting crowded and tempers were flaring among the herdsmen, so Abraham offered Lot his choice of land.

LEFT OR RIGHT

“The whole countryside is open to you. Take your choice of any section of the land you want, and we will separate. If you want the land to the left, then I’ll take the land on the right. If you prefer the land on the right, then I’ll go to the left.” – Genesis 13:9

When given a choice, Lot chose the Jordan Valley, an area that was fertile and therefore would make him very wealthy. This area had a reputation of constantly sinning against the Lord, yet Lot was drawn to what this area had to offer him, and he made a choice to live among this sinful society.

OLD OR NEW

Soon after that, a war broke out between nine kings. The cities of Sodom and Gomorrah were plundered and Lot was taken hostage along with all of his household and many others. Abraham gathered together his men and rescued Lot from the mess he had gotten himself into. Rather than starting a new life in a new area, Lot chose to return to life as he knew it in Sodom.

Now when the three visitors came to Abraham with the promise that Sarah would have a baby in about a year, the Lord also had a message for Abraham regarding the judgment of Sodom and Gomorrah. Both cities had become very flagrant in their sin and God was ready to destroy them.

LOVE SIN OR LOVE SINNERS

Abraham had concern for the residents of these cities and asked God if He would spare the cities if He found 50 people who were righteous. God agreed. Abraham asked if He would spare the cities if He found 45 righteous people. God agreed. What about 40? Yes, 40. What about 30? Yes, 30. Abraham boldly asked God if He would spare the cities if he found 20 righteous people. For the sake of 20, God agreed He would spare the cities. Abraham asked God for one more number – would he spare the cities for 10? God stated He would hold back his judgment if He found even as small of a number as 10 righteous people.

Notice the difference between uncle and nephew. Lot was drawn to the sinfulness of society while Abraham was concerned for the fate of the lost. Lot blended in with the sinful people while Abraham separated himself and prayed to the Lord for those condemned to judgment.

STAY OR LEAVE

Two angels came to Lot in Sodom. They warned him of the coming destruction of the city and told Lot to get out of the city. They gave Lot time to warn his daughters and their fiances, but they would not listen. The next morning, Lot was still there. The angels insisted Lot take his family and leave Sodom immediately. Lot hesitated and the angels had to drag Lot and his family to safety. Imagine being so attached to sin that God has to drag you away from it!

When they were safely out of the city, one of the angels ordered, “Run for your lives! And don’t look back or stop anywhere in the valley! Escape to the mountains, or you will be swept away!” – Genesis 19:17

When the angels told him to run to the mountains, Lot begged them to let him settle in a small village nearby. He was being warned to run from sin and wickedness, but Lot chose to stay close to the sinful life he had come to know. Lot’s wife looked back on the city as it was being destroyed. The verb used here indicates she cast more than a curious glance; she gazed intensely for a prolonged period. She was too attached to sin to respond to God’s gracious mercy. She chose to focus on what this sinful world had to offer her instead of the gift of life God was extending to her, and she was turned into a pillar of salt.

With an appeal to twisted sexual desires, they lure back into sin those who have barely escaped from a lifestyle of deception. They promise freedom, but they themselves are slaves of sin and corruption. For you are a slave to whatever controls you. And when people escape from the wickedness of the world by knowing our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and then get tangled up and enslaved by sin again, they are worse off than before. It would be better if they had never known the way to righteousness than to know it and then reject the command they were given to live a holy life. They prove the truth of this proverb: “A dog returns to its vomit.” And another says, “A washed pig returns to the mud.” – 2 Peter 2:18b-22

God, reveal the choices we daily make and do a work in our hearts. Lord, help us to see this world and be concerned for their sin, rather than drawn into its corruption. We choose freedom in knowing our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, rather than being a slave to the sin that seeks to control us. We answer your call to live a holy life and ask you to fill us with your righteousness. Lord, we are but dust and ashes, but this morning we boldly pray for you to see the righteous hearts of your people and spare our country of the judgment deserved. Give us the boldness to proclaim your plan of salvation to those who are lost in their sin, so that they can choose to flee from their sinful habits and run to you. We pray for all of this in your holy name, amen.

I will lead a life of integrity
in my own home.
I will refuse to look at
anything vile and vulgar.
I hate all who deal crookedly;
I will have nothing to do with them.
I will reject perverse ideas
and stay away from every evil.
I will not tolerate people who slander their neighbors.
I will not endure conceit and pride.
I will search for faithful people
to be my companions.
– Psalm 106:2b-6a

Sarah’s Laughter

Today’s Reading: Genesis 17:9 – 18:15, Psalm 69

Although it is not always easy, there is joy in resting instead of resisting. Abraham loved his son, Ishmael, and he asked God to fulfill His promise through this son. God had something different, something better, for Abraham but it was beyond Abraham’s comprehension. God promised to confirm His covenant in about a year, through a son born of Sarah who would be named Isaac.

IT REQUIRED FAITH FOR ABRAHAM TO ACCEPT GOD’S WILL IN GOD’S WAY IN GOD’S TIME.

Three men appeared to Abraham one day to once again confirm God’s promise of a son born to Sarah (possibly the Lord and two angels). Sarah was listening to this conversation from the tent and laughed silently to herself saying, “How could a worn-out woman like me enjoy such pleasure, especially when my master – my husband – is also so old?” (18:12)

The Lord knew Sarah’s doubts without the need for her to speak them out loud. He knew that pregnancy at her age was a preposterous thought for Sarah. So while Sarah focused on the impossibility of the words being spoken on the other side of the tent wall, God was focused on the amazing thing He was about to do in Sarah’s body as well as in her heart.

Then the Lord said to Abraham, “Why did Sarah laugh? Why did she say, ‘Can an old woman like me have a baby?’ Is anything too hard for the Lord? I will return about this time next year, and Sarah will have a son.” – Genesis 18:13-14

We may need a reminder this morning that what is impossible for us is possible with God. Perhaps January is a good month for us to rest in the declaration that nothing is too difficult for God.

WHAT WOULD LIFE LOOK LIKE IF WE SURRENDERED OUR IDEAS OF WHAT GOD CAN DO TO THE GOD WHO CAN DO ANYTHING?

O God, you know how foolish I am; my sins cannot be hidden from you. — Psalm 69:5

Sarah struggled in her faith but she did not stay in that struggle. In fact, it is possible that Sarah always looked back with regret at her initial response to God’s promise and to the mess she made when she tried to force God’s promise through her servant, Hagar. But she did not stay in the struggle to believe or the shame of her mess. Listen to what the writer of Hebrews says about this woman loved by God.

It was by faith that even Sarah was able to have a child, though she was barren and was too old. She believed that God would keep his promise. And so a whole nation came from this one man who was as good as dead – a nation with so many people that, like the stars in the sky and the sand on the seashore, there is no way to count them. – Hebrews 11:11-12

One of my prayers for the last few years has been for God to reveal His mercy to me so that I would understand what true mercy is, and also so that I could recognize the presence of mercy in my life. And God has been faithful! There have been situations where I clearly saw the mercy of God at work in my life. And there have been moments when I recognized the need to extend mercy to someone else, just as God has so graciously extended His mercy to me. My response can be defined as merciful when I react in an unexpected way, or when I choose to treat someone with a love that is unmerited by their actions or attitude towards me.

PERHAPS GOD IS CALLING US TO A YEAR FULL OF MOMENTS OF MERCY.

This morning, I recognized a moment of mercy right here in Genesis 17 — that God would give Sarai a new name and pour out His blessings on her, even after she had tried to manipulate the fulfillment of His promise. From now on her name would be Sarah, and she would be called the mother of nations.

Answer my prayers, O Lord, for your unfailing love is wonderful.
Take care of me, for your mercy is so plentiful.
— Psalm 69:16

The story of Sarah’s struggle to believe and God’s compassionate mercy continues to impact lives today. If God’s promise was to give Sarah a son when she was 20 years old, how much faith would have been required? If she was found to be with child soon after marriage, God would not have received the glory for the miracle of Isaac.

What a great reminder to start off my day! With a hot cup of coffee on this beautiful morning and a word from the Lord, I’m eager to face what is ahead. All of the HOW questions rattling around in my brain have the same answer – God’s will, God’s way, and in God’s time.

El-Shaddai, I place my day in your hands.
God Almighty, I place my life in your hands.
Sovereign Lord, I let go and let you decide what happens from here.
I long to experience your will, your way, in your time. Amen.

The humble will see their God at work and be glad.
Let all who seek God’s help be encouraged.
– Psalm 69:32

Hagar’s Pain

Today’s Reading: Genesis 16:1 – 17:8, Psalm 139

The Scriptures say that Abraham had two sons, one from his slave wife and one from his freeborn wife. The son of the slave wife was born in a human attempt to bring about the fulfillment of God’s promise. But the son of the freeborn wife was born out of God’s own fulfillment of his promise. – Galatians 4:22-23

At times our faith is handicapped by our fear. We believe in God’s promises but we panic and attempt to force God’s plan into action — God’s will, my way, in my time. Sarai tried to force God’s will in her own way in her own time by having Abram lay with her servant girl, Hagar.

WHEN WE ALLOW FEAR TO TAKE ROOT, THE NEXT EMOTION IS OFTEN ANGER.

My heart goes out to Hagar, a young Egyptian girl who for some reason had become a slave to foreigners instead of living out her own dreams of a husband and family. Now she was being forced to have sexual relations with her master. Hagar’s fear grew into anger when she realized she was pregnant with his child, while Sarai’s fear turned into jealousy when she realized Abram’s first child would not come from her womb. In reaction to these emotions, Sarai began to treat her servant harshly.

It would be easy at this point in God’s story to point a finger of blame on Sarai. How unfair it was for her to treat Hagar with cruelty when this was the consequence of her own messed up plan. But this is the point in the story when I need to stop and ask God to reveal the sin in my own heart. It’s time for me to humbly allow the Spirit to reveal the need for change in my life.

Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
Point out anything in me that offends you,
and lead me along the path of everlasting life.
– Psalm 139:23-24

Hagar ran away, leaving the safety of the camp. She found herself sitting by a spring of water in the wilderness but she was not alone. “Hagar, Sarai’s servant, where have you come from, and where are you going?” (16:8). God SAW Hagar’s pain and met with her, but He sent her back to Sarai. It was not time for her to leave. God made it clear – my will, my way, my time.

AM I ALLOWING FEAR TO INFLUENCE MY DECISIONS AND MY EMOTIONS?

There have been too many times in my life when I, like Sarai, have made a human attempt to force God’s hand, and I made a mess of things. I panicked when God did not answer my prayers as I thought He needed to, and I decided to take matters into my own hands. This intervention was more than just a lack of patience, it was disobedience. I had to learn then, and I am reminded again this morning, that God always has a plan, God has a way, and God has His own timing. I can rest and relax in His Sovereignty!

“I am El-Shaddai – ‘God Almighty.’ Serve me faithfully and live a blameless life. I will make a covenant with you, by which I will guarantee to give you countless descendants.” – Genesis 17:1-2

God again confirmed His promise to Abram. He changed his name to Abraham, which means “father of many’’, and God changed Sarai’s name to Sarah, stating He would bless her richly and make her the mother of many nations. At age 99, what God was promising to Abraham seemed humanly impossible, but God is Sovereign, and for Him nothing is impossible.

YOU ARE THE GOD WHO SEES ME.

Just as Hagar sat by Beer-lahai-roi and spoke to the God who saw her, we bow before you this morning, Lord, recognizing that you are an active God who sees us. You recognize what we are going through and you make your presence known. Lord, we ask you for clarity in some situations and faith in all circumstances. Show us areas in our life where we are trying to force your hand. May the fruit of your Spirit living within us be patience to wait for your perfect will in your perfect way at your perfect time. May we recognize you today as El-Shaddai, God Almighty. Amen.

Oh Lord, you have examined my heart and know everything about me.
You know when I sit down or stand up.
You know my thoughts even when I am far away…
You know everything I do.
You know what I am going to say even before I say it, Lord.
You go before me and follow me.
You place your hand of blessing on my head.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too great for me to understand.
– Psalm 139:1-6

Abram’s Fear

Today’s Reading: Genesis 15, Psalm 65

It was by faith that Abraham obeyed when God called him to leave home and go to another land that God would give him as his inheritance. He went without knowing where he was going. And even when he reached the land God promised him, he lived there by faith – for he was a foreigner, living in tents. And so did Isaac and Jacob, who inherited the same promise. Abraham was confidently looking forward to a city with eternal foundations, a city designed and built by God. – Hebrews 11:8-10

Abram’s life is a great example to us of what it means to daily obey and submit to God’s plan, following Him wherever He leads. Sometimes this means leaving home like Abram and sometimes it means a career change, going back to school, a new ministry position, or a leap into the unknown. Responding in obedience to God’s call requires a great amount of faith, which is exactly what Abram had.

But Abram also had to deal with some fear. He had to learn how to trust God to protect him and to fulfill His promises in His perfect time. Time passed between the promise and the fulfillment of the promise, and Abram had to make a choice to believe in God while patiently waiting on Him.

ABRAM HAD TO OVERCOME HIS FEAR IN ORDER TO GROW IN HIS FAITH.

Some time later, the Lord spoke to Abram in a vision and said to him, “Do not be afraid, Abram, for I will protect you, and your reward will be great.” But Abram replied, “O Sovereign Lord, what good are all your blessings when I don’t even have a son?” – Genesis 15:1-2a

God promised Abram that his descendants would be as numerous as the dust of the earth (13:16), but time had passed and Abram was confused by the fact that he was still without a son of his own. He called God “Sovereign Lord” showing that he recognized God was in charge. God reminded him – my will, my way, in my time. God confirmed his promise again to Abram, telling him his descendants would be as numerous as the stars in the sky (15:5).

ABRAM HAD TO SUBMIT TO THE SOVEREIGNTY OF GOD IN ORDER TO TRUST GOD FOR THE PROMISE.

And Abram believed the Lord, and the Lord counted him as righteous because of his faith. – Gen. 15:6

God reminded Abram that the promise for his descendants included the promise for a territory or inheritance. Again, Abram had questions, but he recognized that God was in charge. And again, God confirmed his promise to Abram.

Then the Lord told him, “I am the Lord who brought you out of Ur of the Chaldeans to give you this land as your possession.”
But Abram replied, “O Sovereign Lord, how can I be sure that I will actually possess it?”
— Genesis 15:7-8

There have been several moments in the last three years when I have had to recognize that God was in charge. In moments when fear is pressing in and demanding my attention, I have to acknowledge God as Sovereign Lord and trust Him with the things that scare me the most. I have to find courage when my first tendency is to ask — how can I be sure? I have to trust Him with the care of my family, and I have to place the future in His capable hands.

LIKE ABRAM, I HAVE TO OVERCOME MY FEAR IN ORDER TO GROW IN MY FAITH, AND I HAVE TO RECOGNIZE THE SOVEREIGNTY OF GOD IN ORDER TO TRUST GOD FOR THE FULFILLMENT OF HIS PROMISES.

Having faith in God does not mean that we will be without questions, and it does not mean that we will never have moments of fear and uncertainty. But having faith in God does mean that we will take our questions to God and then trust Him for the answers, just like Abram did. We will hold on tight to what we do know and believe in God for the rest.

Let’s pray Psalm 65 together:

What mighty praise, O God,
belongs to you in Zion.
We will fulfill our vows to you,
for you answer our prayers.
All of us must come to you.
Though we are overwhelmed by our sins,
you forgive them all.
What joy for those you choose to bring near,
those who live in your holy courts.
What festivities await us
inside your holy Temple.
You faithfully answer our prayers with awesome deeds,
O God our Savior.
You are the hope of everyone on earth,
even those who sail on distant seas.
You formed the mountains by your power
and armed yourself with mighty strength.
You quieted the raging oceans
with their pounding waves
and silenced the shouting of the nations.
Those who live at the ends of the earth
stand in awe of your wonders.
From where the sun rises to where it sets,
you inspire shouts of joy.
— Psalm 65:1-8

Wait Patiently

Today’s Reading: Genesis 12:10 – 14:24, Psalm 27

God’s way is perfect. All the Lord’s promises prove true. He is a shield to all who look to him for protection. – Psalm 18:30

We start today where we ended yesterday — with the reminder that we can trust God. His way is perfect and His promises are true. Unfortunately, Abram had a big lesson to learn on what it means to truly trust God for protection — to wait patiently for the Lord.

WAIT PATIENTLY FOR THE LORD.

There was a severe famine, forcing Abram to go to Egypt to find food. Now Sarai was very beautiful and Abram feared the Egyptians would kill him in order to keep her. Instead of relying on God to fulfill His promise, Abram took matters into his own hands and deceived the Egyptians by telling them Sarai was his sister. Of course, this was true (20:12), but he failed to mention she was also his wife. God had promised to protect Abram, but Abram felt the need to protect himself through deception.

Sarai’s beauty was undeniable and she was taken to Pharoah to be his wife. Terrible plagues came upon Pharoah and his household because of Sarai’s presence. Pharoah gave her back to Abram and commanded him to leave Egypt — the place they had fled to in order to survive the famine. God could have used Egypt to provide for their needs, but Abram failed to trust in Him for protection so they were back on the road.

WAIT PATIENTLY FOR THE LORD.

The Lord is my light and my salvation — so why should I be afraid?
The Lord is my fortress, protecting me from danger, so why should I tremble?
– Psalm 27:1-2

Abram left Egypt and traveled to the region between Bethel and Ai. They traveled in stages, pitching their tents to rest between trips. Eventually they found themselves right where they had been before, and they took time to worship God at the altar Abram had previously built. What a great reminder to Abram and his family of where God had brought them from and where He promised to lead them.

Their group was quite large and tempers were flaring among their herdsmen, so Abram offered to split the land with Lot. Now all the land to the east of them in the Jordan Valley was fertile and well watered, obviously the best choice of land. Yet Abram gave Lot the first choice of which land he wanted. Perhaps Abram had learned something from his journey through Egypt. He knew that it was not the land itself that would provide, but that God would bless him regardless of which piece of land he received. After Lot chose the better half, the Lord confirmed his promise to Abram a third time:

“Look as far as you can see in EVERY direction – north and south, east and west. I am giving all this land, as far as you can see, to you and your descendants as a permanent possession. And I will give you so many descendants that, like the dust of the earth, they cannot be counted! Go and walk through the land in every direction, for I am giving it to you.” – Genesis 13:14-17

No more wandering; they were home. God was giving them this land as a permanent possession. And once again, God renewed His covenant with Abram. God was generously giving him both land and descendants. Now the land was still filled with Canaanites and Perizzites, and Sarai was still barren, so it took faith for Abram to accept God’s promise with confidence — to wait patiently on the Lord.

WAIT PATIENTLY FOR THE LORD.

There was a year-long battle between the kings in the surrounding nations, with four kings joining together to fight against five other kings. In the midst of the chaos, Lot and his family were captured in the battle, and their possessions were confiscated. Knowing that his God would protect him, Abram gathered together 318 of his trained men and left the safety of his land in pursuit of the foreign armies who were headed back home with their captives.

When evil people come to devour me, when my enemies and foes attack me, they will stumble and fall.
Though a mighty army surrounds me, my heart will not be afraid.
Even if I am attacked, I will remain confident.
The one thing I ask of the Lord — the thing I seek most — is to live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, delighting in the Lord’s perfections and meditating in his Temple.
For he will conceal me there when troubles come; he will hide me in his sanctuary.
He will place me out of reach on a high rock.
Then I will hold my head high above my enemies who surround me.
At his sanctuary I will offer sacrifices with shouts of joy, singing and praising the Lord with music.
— Psalm 27:2-6

WAIT PATIENTLY FOR THE LORD.

Not only did Abram rescue Lot, he rescued many others in the conflict. The king of Sodom was so grateful that he wanted to give all the goods captured to Abram as a gift. Just as Abram now knew that God was the source of his protection, he also knew God was the source of his blessings. He politely refused the gifts and kept his eyes on God – his Protector and his Provider.

Hear me as I pray, O Lord. Be merciful and answer me!
My heart has heard you say, “Come and talk with me.”
And my heart responds, “Lord, I am coming.”
– Psalm 27:7-8

Father God, we are spending time in your presence this morning to thank you for being our source of provision and protection. We ask that you show us if there are areas of our lives in which we are taking things into our own hands, trusting in our own abilities instead of relying on you. May we learn how to wait patiently for you, allowing you to provide for us in your way and in your perfect timing. Amen.

Then Abraham waited patiently, and he received what God had promised. – Hebrews 6:15

Wait patiently for the Lord. Be brave and courageous. Yes, wait patiently for the Lord. – Psalm 27:14

I waited patiently for the Lord to help me,
and he turned to me and heard my cry.
– Psalm 40:1

God’s Promises Prove True

Today’s Reading: Genesis 11:27-12:9, Romans 4, Psalm 18

“Leave your native country, your relatives, and your father’s family, and go to the land that I will show you. I will make you into a great nation. I will bless you and make you famous, and you will be a blessing to others. I will bless those who bless you and curse those who treat you with contempt. All the families on earth will be blessed through you.” – Genesis 12:1-3

LEAVE AND GO WHERE I SHOW YOU TO GO.

This first element of God’s promise required more than just initial obedience, it required continual obedience and submission — daily following wherever God led. Abram did not just travel to one place and stay. Genesis 12:9 says that he traveled south in stages. Every time God told Abram to pack up camp and move to the next place, Abram obeyed. And in each place, Abram set up an altar, dedicated that place to the Lord, and worshiped God.

This same submission is required of me today. It is not enough that I followed obediently yesterday; I must continue to follow in obedience today. When God moves me or puts me in a new situation, I can follow Abram’s example and dedicate today’s destination to God. I can worship Him where I am today, with the willingness to worship Him in different circumstances tomorrow. Abram did this and received confirmation of the promise God had given him.

I WILL MAKE YOU INTO A GREAT NATION AND BLESS YOU.

This promise had great significance to Abram because his wife, Sarai, had been unable to become pregnant and they had no children. Sometimes God’s promise does not make sense to us at the moment. But we can learn the same lesson that Abram and Sarai learned — when God makes a PROMISE, we can trust Him for PROVISION.

So if God was promising descendants, Abram simply needed to trust that God would provide a way. So as I read through this scripture, I am reminded that accepting God’s promise requires daily obedience and a willingness to follow God wherever He leads. And it also requires a great deal of faith.

YOU WILL BE A BLESSING TO OTHERS. ALL THE FAMILIES ON EARTH WILL BE BLESSED THROUGH YOU.

This promise was not just about Abram and for the benefit of Abram; it was much larger than that. There were so many other people who would be blessed through this promise, so many others relying on Abram’s faith in God and his decision to obey.

Who is relying on our faithful obedience today? Are we living with the realization that our decisions today could affect someone else tomorrow? Is our faith growing stronger each day, unwavering in our confidence that God’s promises prove true every time?

Abraham never wavered in believing God’s promise. In fact, his faith grew stronger, and in this he brought glory to God. He was fully convinced that God is able to do whatever He promises. And because of Abraham’s faith, God counted him as righteous. And when God counted him as righteous, it wasn’t just for Abraham’s benefit. It was recorded for our benefit, too, assuring us that God will also count us as righteous if we believe in him, the one who raised Jesus our Lord from the dead. He was handed over to die because of our sins, and he was raised to life to make us right with God. – Romans 4:20-25

I WILL BLESS THOSE WHO BLESS YOU AND CURSE THOSE WHO TREAT YOU WITH CONTEMPT.

God promised PROTECTION to Abram, as well as guardianship of His promise. Abram did not have to make sure that God would keep His promise. He did not have to remind God of the word He had spoken; it was unnecessary for Abram to fear that God would forget the covenant He had made. God was faithful — faithful to provide and faithful to protect.

I love you, Lord; you are my strength. The Lord is my rock, my fortress, and my savior; my God is my rock in whom I find protection. He is my shield, the power that saves me, and my place of safety. – Psalm 18:1-2

God’s way is perfect. All the Lord’s promises prove true.
He is a shield to all who look to him for protection.
For who is God except the Lord?
Who but our God is a solid rock?
God arms me with strength, and he makes my way perfect.
He makes me as surefooted as a deer, enabling me to stand on mountain heights.
He trains my hands for battle; he strengthens my arm to draw a bronze bow.
You have given me your shield of victory.
Your right hand supports me; your help has made me great.
You have made a wide path for my feet to keep them from slipping.
– Psalm 18:30-36

Oh Lord, we thank you for your promises. May we respond in obedience to your call on our lives, just as Abram did. May we trust you for our protection and for every blessing in life. Remind us today, oh Lord, of your many promises. Remind us that everything good in our life is not a result of our own effort, but evidence of your PROMISE, your PROTECTION and your PROVISION. Amen.

The Heart of Arrogance

Today’s Reading: Genesis 9-11:26, Psalm 75

We thank you, O God!
We give thanks because you are near.
People everywhere tell of your wonderful deeds.
God says, “At the time I have planned,
I will bring justice against the wicked.
When the earth quakes and its people live in turmoil,
I am the one who keeps its foundations firm.”
– Psalm 75:1-3

God looked at His creation and said it was good, but sin entered the world and began to destroy the hearts of those who were created to bring glory to the Lord. God grieved over His new creation and their lack of love for their Creator. As we read about yesterday, He sent a flood to cover the earth.

After the flood, Noah began to cultivate the ground, and he planted a vineyard. One day he drank some wine he had made, and he became drunk and lay naked inside his tent. Ham, the father of Canaan, saw that his father was naked and went outside and told his brothers. – Genesis 9:20-22

This mistake changed the course of Ham’s life. It was an issue of disloyalty and selfishness, the heart of gossip. Instead of taking action out of respect for his father, Ham went outside and told his brothers, who took care of covering their father. Ham shirked his responsibility and brought shame to his father. Noah cursed Ham’s descendants to a life of servanthood (9:26-27) – if you don’t want to take care of your family, you will spend the rest of your life with no choice but to take care of others.

The Lord detests the proud; they will surely be punished. — Proverbs 16:5

PRIDE LEADS TO ARROGANCE AND SELF-PROMOTION.

Ham was not the only one of Noah’s descendants to think too much of himself. Ham had four sons, but it was his son Canaan on whom the curse landed. The curse of servanthood did not come with a humble spirit. The desire to be famous and rise above the curse remained; the tendency to think too much of oneself did not fade away.

This is evidenced in the life of Nimrod, who became a heroic warrior. His descendants thought too much of themselves. They settled in Babylon, which became the epicenter of both arrogance and idolatry. Their desire was to build a name for themselves for their own glory, instead of for the glory and purposes of God.

There is more hope for fools than for people who think they are wise. – Proverbs 26:12

With a shortage of stone in that area, the people used innovation and created bricks. Rather than recognizing this engineering skill as a gift from God, they found excitement in the idea that they might become famous. If they could build a great tower made of bricks, the world would both hear and see how wonderful they were. People would come from all around to see this tower that represented their greatness. They would become famous and there would be no need to ever leave their earthly kingdom.

“I warned the proud, ‘Stop your boasting!’
I told the wicked, ‘Don’t raise your fists!
Don’t raise your fists in defiance at the heavens
or speak with such arrogance.’”
– Psalm 75:4-5

SELF-AMBITION IS HOW SIN FIRST IMPACTED CREATION.

Consider the sin of Adam and Eve. The serpent tempted them with the possibility of becoming like God. Eve was easily convinced by the serpent and her desire for a wisdom like God’s caused her to sin. Adam witnessed the whole thing and joined in this self-ambition. They were banished from the garden, and made to leave the area they had come to love.

Compare the sin of Adam & Eve to the sin of those building the tower of Babel. The people of Babylon desired to be as powerful and famous as God. Their longing for fame and fortune was stronger than their love for God. Their desire to stay there and not be scattered all over the world resulted in just that – banishment and the scattering of people across the region.

It is God alone who judges; he decides who will rise and who will fall…
For God says, “I will break the strength of the wicked,
but I will increase the power of the godly.”
– Psalm 75:7,10

Our salvation depends on having a humble and repentant heart. If we think too much of ourselves or of what we have accomplished, we begin to depend less on God and more on what we think we can do on our own. When confronted with temptation and sin, we arrogantly choose to build our own tower of Babel.

THE MORE WE FOCUS ON OUR OWN ACCOMPLISHMENTS AND ABILITIES, THE LESS WE HAVE OUR EYES ON JESUS.

Today may we see every good and wonderful thing in our lives as a gift from you, God. May every blessing be evidence of your generosity; may every talent and skill bring you glory. Forgive us for our moments of pride. We long to be servants of your Kingdom rather than building our own fame and fortune. Help us to see the needs of others and respond with a heart of love. Amen.