Today’s Reading: Genesis 42-44

During the famine, Jacob sent his sons to Egypt to get grain, but he kept Benjamin at home. When his sons arrived in Egypt, they found themselves bowing before Joseph, but they did not recognize him. The dream that had caused his brothers to hate him now came back to Joseph.

One night Joseph had a dream, and when he told his brothers about it, they hated him more than ever. “Listen to this dream,” he said. “We were out in the field, tying up bundles of grain. Suddenly my bundle stood up, and your bundles all gathered around and bowed low before mine!”
His brothers responded, “So you think you will be our king, do you? Do you actually think you will reign over us?” — Genesis 37:5-8a

And here they were, dependent on him for the survival of their families. Now they were the ones living in difficult circumstances, while Joseph was living in luxury. How would Joseph respond to the brothers who had caused him such grief? I am not sure even Joseph knew how he was going to respond. Joseph accused his brothers of being spies, and he threw them into prison. For three short days, they experienced what he had endured for 13 long years. And still they did not recognize him.

Speaking among themselves, they said, “Clearly we are being punished because of what we did to Joseph long ago. We saw his anguish when he pleaded for his life, but we wouldn’t listen. That’s why we’re in this trouble.”
“Didn’t I tell you not to sin against the boy?” Reuben asked. “But you wouldn’t listen. And now we have to answer for his blood!” — Genesis 42:21-22

Joseph understood everything they said, and he turned away from them so that they would not see his tears. Then he had his brother, Simeon, tied up in front of his other brothers. He sent them home with grain, but told them they would never see Simeon again if they did not bring their youngest brother, Benjamin, back to Joseph. He sent them away with supplies, and secretly had their money placed back inside their bags of grain.

Jacob’s sons returned to him and told him everything that had happened, but he refused to let his youngest son go to Egypt. Time passed and they were running out of food, but they could not go back for more without Benjamin, so Jacob reluctantly allowed them to take his precious son with them. He also sent gifts and returned the money that he knew rightfully belonged to Pharoah. Reuben, who had planned to rescue Joseph years ago, promised his own sons to Jacob if they did not return to Benjamin. Judah, who had come up with the idea to sell their brother into slavery, also spoke up and promised to be held responsible.

“May God Almighty give you mercy as you go before the man, so that he will release Simeon and let Benjamin return. But if I must lose my children, so be it.” – Genesis 43:14

When they arrived in Egypt, Joseph had his brothers brought into the palace and prepared a feast for them. Joseph was overcome with emotion when he found out his father was still alive, and when he met his mother’s other son, Benjamin. After spending some time alone, he returned to the feast. He assigned each of his brothers a seat at the table, surprising them by placing them according to their birth order. He filled each of their plates with food from his own royal table; but when he came to Benjamin, he gave him five times more than anyone else.

When his brothers were ready to leave, Joseph gave these instructions to his palace manager: “Fill each of their sacks with as much grain as they can carry, and put each man’s money back into his sack. Then put my personal silver cup at the top of the youngest brother’s sack, along with the money for his grain.” So the manager did as Joseph instructed him. — Genesis 44:1-2

When the silver cup was later discovered in Benjamin’s sack, the brothers returned to Joseph, bowing before him to plead their innocence. Joseph’s response — What have you done? Don’t you know that a man like me can predict the future? (44:15) It seems as if Joseph is giving his brothers a clue — don’t you remember me, the dreamer, the one who predicted this day when you would bow before me?

Joseph was sitting between the pain of his brothers’ betrayal and the freedom of forgiveness. He had a choice to make, and he was dancing around his decision. Would he reveal his identity or would he continue to manipulate and play games with those who had so easily discarded him? Would he forgive his brothers and give them the chance to clear their conscience, or would he punish them by keeping Benjamin with him and sending them home empty handed?

Perhaps this is where you are currently positioned. Perhaps you would describe yourself as being stuck between Genesis chapter 44 and Genesis chapter 45. My prayer for you this morning is that God will give you the strength to choose forgiveness. I pray the knowledge of God’s grace in your own life will give you the peace you need to extend grace to someone else today. I pray that this is the day when God lifts the weight you have been carrying as you let go of your right to be angry.

Get rid of all bitterness, rage, anger, harsh words, and slander, as well as all types of evil behavior. Instead, be kind to each other, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as God through Christ has forgiven you. — Ephesians 4:31-32

Since God chose you to be the holy people he loves, you must clothe yourselves with tenderhearted mercy, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience. Make allowance for each other’s faults, and forgive anyone who offends you. Remember, the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive others. Above all, clothe yourselves with love, which binds us all together in perfect harmony. — Colossians 3:12-14