This morning my heart is heavy over some big decisions that are ahead for me at work. I prayed for the gift of God’s wisdom as He gave so generously to Solomon, and as He promises to each of us if we will ask. I read through the next few chapters of 1 Kings and of 2 Chronicles, praying that God would be specific with me. I then went back and read what I wrote last time God had me in this text back in May of last year. Oh, how faithful our God is! What God gave me on May 17th of 2012 was exactly what I needed to hear Him say this morning. Oh, what a generous and faithful God I have the privilege of sharing my morning coffee with each day!
King Solomon asked for wisdom and was blessed by God with wisdom and so many more blessings. God was generous with Solomon, equipping him to lead well and blessing His people through Solomon’s leadership. Yet, as with many previous leaders, Solomon at some point lost his focus on the source of everything good in his life. 1 Kings 11:6 says that Solomon “refused to follow the Lord COMPLETELY as his father, David, had done.”
God had given Solomon so much – wisdom and riches and honor among everyone who heard of his wisdom – yet Solomon desired what God had not given him. The Lord had specifically instructed Solomon not to marry foreign women because they would turn his heart to their gods and away from the one true God. “Yet Solomon insisted on loving them anyway. He had 700 wives of royal birth and 300 concubines. And in fact, they did turn his heart away from the Lord” (11:2b-3).
Immediately my heart feels conviction at these words. How often have I desired what God has NOT given me instead of resting content in what He has given? I could easily change this verse to say, “Yet Sherry insisted on _____________ anyway.” Maybe it is because I am the youngest child for I see this tendency in my daughter. It’s hard to not get what I want. My nature is to want to manipulate and beg and stubbornly hold on to desires when God has already told me “no”.
God reduced Solomon’s reign to only one tribe in response to Solomon’s unfaithfulness. He then placed Jeroboam on the throne of the other ten tribes and God’s generosity was poured out on someone else besides Solomon. God gave Jeroboam instructions that can also help us avoid a fall such as Solomon’s.
“And I will place you on the throne of Israel, and you will rule over all that your heart desires. If you…
– Listen to what I tell you and
– Follow my ways and
– Do whatever I consider to be right, and
– If you obey my decrees and commands as my servant David did,
THEN I will always be with you” (1 Kings 11:37-38a).
And this is where God brought me again today – to a familiar passage in 2 Chronicles. These verses popped off the page, giving me a good way to end my morning coffee time and begin my day:
“I have heard your prayer and have chosen this Temple as the place for making sacrifices. At times I might shut up the heavens so that no rain falls, or command grasshoppers to devour your crops, or send plagues among you. Then if my people who are called by my name will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sins and restore their land. My eyes will be open and my ears attentive to every prayer made in this place. For I have chosen this Temple and set it apart to be holy – a place where my name will be honored forever. I will always watch over it, for it is dear to my heart” (2 Chronicles 7:12-16).
May I not lose focus on the source of everything good in my life, for that same source can take away His blessings and send hardships into my life to get my attention. Lord, you have my attention! Today I choose to follow you COMPLETELY. May I not insist on anything in my life that is not what You desire for me. Please give me wisdom as I listen to what you tell me, follow your ways, do whatever YOU consider to be right and obey you. Lord, this morning I humble myself before you and seek Your face. Please forgive me, open Your eyes to me and be attentive to my prayer. May Your name be forever honored through my life. Today may I hear you say, “You are dear to my heart.”